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28 July
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my name is tara in some places that means star :] therefore i have a star tattoo on my wrist. its the only one i have so far but i will get more. i am pierced in 13 spots, i dont always have the jewelery in all at once though. i am 17 and i will be 18 on july 28th, making me a leo. i like astrology i think its interesting, even if its not all true.

most people think im a fun to be around. Wherever i am, i try my best to make sure everyone around is having a good time. im a pretty understanding person and i rarely ever hold a grudge. i may forgive too easily but that doesnt mean i dont forget. i try to avoid drama. and i HATE violence. sometimes, it really scares me. im all for peace and love

at one time i was a wild child and i experimented with drugs and i had my fun, dmx and ecstacy would be my drugs of choice but i think it fucked up my brain and now i worry alot and can be very paranoid. now i stick to just alcohol. I LOVE getting drunkkk. i can be pretty silly and very giggley sometimes. i can be a lil immature cuz part of me doesnt want to grow up.

i like to dye my hair crazy fun colors. and play around with different make up styles. im always changing my look and style. when im all ready i love to just go out with my friends, hit up a party or a bar or just chill in a fucking park..who cares, just as long as its a good time. i am single and from past experiences i am keeping it that way for a while. i like to be free and i hate anyone telling me what to do or trying to change and control me. sadly, my heart has been stolen by some1. i still love him and no one could ever understand why, and neither do i.

ive gone through things many kids my age havent but ive learned alot and hopefully will become stronger because of it

Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?:9:12
Date of birth?:july 28th
Eye color?:greeeen
Where were you born?:bethpage
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?:i dont remember the last time i had a cake
Pets?:none at the moment
Hair color?:black pink and blonde
Piercings?:eyebrow, nostils, labret, lip, belly, tounge, industrial, 4 reg ear
Town you live in?:hix
Favorite foods?:pizza
Ever been to Africa?:nopee
Been toilet papering?:yea
Love someone so much it made you cry?:yes
Been in a car accident?:a tiny one
Croutons or bacon bits?:hmmm not sure
Favorite day of the week?:friday
Favorite resturant?:i dunno
Favorite flower?:purple daisy
Favorite sport to watch?:hockey
Favorite drink?:cherry 7 up, shirley temple, cranberry&vodka
Favorite ice cream flavor?:vanilla or strawberry
Warner Bros. or Disney?:disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?:checkers
Carpet color in your bedroom?:greyy blahhhhhhh
How many times did you fail your driver's test?:never took it
Whom did you get your last email from?:melissa
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?:utopia
What do you do most often when you are bored?:aim..
Most annoying thing to say to me?:up and adam!! to wake me up in the morning
Bedtime?:wenever i can fall asleep
Favorite TV show?:family guy
Last person you went out to dinner with?::melissa
Been out of country?:no
Believe in magick?:i do magick ;]
Ford or Chevy?:dont care
What are you listening to right now?:nothing
Have you ever failed a grade?:yes :[
If you have, what grade did you fail?:11th
Do you have a crush on someone?:maybe
Do you have a bf/gf?:no
If so, what is their name?:
How long have you been together?:
What are you wearing right now?:hoodie n jeans
Would you have sex before marriage?:yea
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?:no
Are you a virgin?:no
Do you smoke?:sometimes
Do you drink?:hell yeaaaa
Are you ghetto?:not really
Are you a player?:no
What are your favorite colors?:hot pink and neon green
What is your favorite animal?:fruitbat
Do you have any birthmarks?:yea
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?:uhhh not by a girl n i couldnt do much to stick up 4 myself so it wasnt fair and doeesnt count
Who do you talk to most on the phone?:fara
Have you ever been slapped?:yea
Do you get online a lot?:yes
Are you shy or outgoing?:both
Do you shower?:i prefer baths
Do you hate school?:no, i just dont like waking up early
Do you have a social life?:not as much as i used too
How easily do you trust people?:i used too be too trusting, that was a mistake and now i trust very few
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?:yes
Would you ever sky dive?:yea
Do you like to dance?:haha yesssssssssssss
Have you ever been out of state?:am right now
Do you like to travel?:i do
Have you ever been expelled from school?:nope
Have you ever been suspended from school?:nope
Do you want to get out of your hometown?:yessssssss
Are you spoiled?:no
Are you a brat?:i can be
Have you ever been dumped?:yup
Have you ever gotten high?:lol yeah
Do you like snapple?:yes
Do you drink a lot of water?:not a lot
What toothpaste do you use?:different all the time
Do you have a cell phone?:uh huh
Do you have a curfew?:nuh uh
Who do you look up to?:my sisters
Are you a role model?:no
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?:yes
What name brand do you wear the most?:not sure
What kind of jewelry do you wear?:body jewelry :)
What do you want pierced?:nipple, 2nd tounge
Do you like takin pictures?:i dooo
Do you like gettin your picture taken?:lol only if its my camera and i can delete it if its bad
Do you have a tan?:no
Do you get annoyed easily?:no
Have you ever started a rumor?:not that i recall
Do you have your own phone or phone line?:celly
Do you have your own pool?:no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?:boxers
Do you have any siblings?:9 sisters!
Have you ever been played?:ha in different ways by every guy ive ever been with
Have you ever played anyone?:mmmmmmm kinda :\
Do you get along with your parents?:yea i love my daddy.
How do you vent your anger?:be a bitch
Have you ever ran away?:yea
Have you ever been fired from a job?:no
Do you even have a job?:not currently
Do you daydream a lot?:yea
Do you have a lot of ex's?:no
Do you run your mouth?:no
What do you want a tattoo of?:peace sign. breast cancer ribbon. bat wings
What do you have a tattoo of?:star
What does your ex bf/gf look like?:dark hair with blonde n teal pieces that i dyed for him, gorgeous blue eyes, septum piercing, labret, 6', nice body...sexyy
What does your most recent crush look like?:^
Whats her/his name?:
Have you ever been bitched out?:?
Are you rude?:noo
What was the last compliment you recieved?:im beautiful
Do you like getting dirty?:yea
Are you flexiable?:not really
What is your heritage?:english irish italian
What is your lucky number?:none
What does your hair look like right now?:shit
Could you ever be a vegetarian?:NAH
Describe your looks?:
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?:PINK!
Would you ever date someone younger than you?:i doubt it
Would you ever date someone older than you?:yea
When was the last time you were drunk?:few nights ago
How many rings until you answer the phone?:2
Have you ever been skinny dipping?:nope
If yes, when was the last time?:
When was the last time you went on a date?:about a year
Do you look more like your mother or father?:mommy
Do you cry a lot?:nah
Do you ever cry to get your way?:yea lol
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?:thats cool
Are you the romantic type?:i was at one time
Have you ever been chased by cops?:yes
What do you like most about your body?:eyes
What do you like least about your body?:skin
When did you have your first crush?:pre k lol
When was the last time you threw up?:2weeks ago
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?:brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?:sumtimes
What about cleavage?:yea
Is your best friend a virgin?:a few of them
Have you ever fucked someone up?:nooooo
Have you ever been fucked up?:grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
What theme does your room have?:mess
What size show do you wear?:7 1/2
What is your screen name on AIM?:tarasaiddd
How are you feeling right now?:bored
When was the last time you were at a party?:last saturday
Have you ever given a lapdance?:no
Have you ever recieved one?:noo
Has there ever been a rumor spread about you?:yes
What is one of your bad qualilties?:i worrrry toooo much
What is one of your good qualilties?:fun
Would you marry for money?:no
What do you drive?:i dont drive
Are you more of a mommys or daddys child?:was a mommys
When was the last time you cried in school?:kinda recent
Would you ever hook up with the same sex?:maybe
What kind of music do you like?:everything
Would you ever bungee jump?:yea
What is your worst fear?:being murdered, going crazy and ending up in a mental institution, being raped, being a failure
Would you ever join the army?:no
Do you like cows?:yea
If you were to die today, what would you do?:write a letter to each of my friends n family members, get really drunk and dance
If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b?:peace ouuut ! lol
Do you like to party?:yeahhh
Hearts or broken hearts?:hearts
Moons or stars?:stars
Coke or pepsi?:sprite
Favorite scent?:curve 4 men
Favorite band?:not sure
Would you ever dye your hair red?:yea
How many languages can you speak?:1
What time are you finishing this?:9:47
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god saw you were getting tired,
and a cure was not to be,
so he put his arms around you
and whispered, "come to me."

with tearful eyes we watched you,
and saw you pass away.
although we loved you dearly
we could not make you stay

A golden heart stopped beating,
hard working hands at rest.
God broke our hearts to prove us,
He only takes the best

R.I.P mommy 9/9/03
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